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    are you there? shuo ai wo - Brushes- 1| 2

    Tuesday, 11 March 2008


    im so tired,
    should i continue count the time? or stop?
    everythings just keep going wrong

    turn to my left, i saw boy quarrel ytd, he always dont wanna tell me the truth, and his real feeling, how am i going to guess all the time? guess worng will get attitude from him, saying i think too much. i give him attitude then he say he dont need a gf that giv him att. att everyone also have ma,but i reali dont know what to do alr ma, cant i even giv some att to at least attract some of his attention from me?the attitude that i used to have,nobody can ever thnk that i can change so much, cant he see i have change so much?but why cant he tell me what he want exactly, what he say ytd hurt so bad, want both,then both also dont want , then single better.whats so wrong?dint he say i open his heart?why he is like this ?why everything i put in does not seem to be in use? why cant he open up and tell me everything he is thinking? why am i always the one that hoax him? not him the other way round? why is he so selfish?oly care about his own feeling?what about me?

    went out with my friend ytd.i ask them alot of qns, how to know whether a guy reali like you or not? how to open a guy heart? etc, immediately they get the hell out of me, saying last time i everything know, what happen to me? nothing should have slip off from me, ,they cant even lie to me, what has happen to me?why do i seems to lose all the power?nobody can shout or scream or even giv me att cos i will get the hell out of them,and yet now i become so small,they cant even recognise my character. this is what my friend say about me.lol. i used to have strong goals that i will always work towards for and i never fail to reach my goals, but why am i like a lost bird that dont even dare to fly? low self esteem

    turn to my right, i say his back view, i wanna hug him, but i cant, he is just few step away from me, yet i cant.

    looking up, have a report to hand in to office today and have yet to finish.

    lookin down , i have yet to do do somethings for my o level, damn it.

    who will pity me?no one!! cos im better off dead!serve me right

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