Lost In Beauty-

Monday, 19 May 2008

which hypocrite ever told me that outsider can not be trust,only closest can be trust?
trust has never exist in this world, everyone tells lies.
i should never have trust anyone. having the same problem over and over again.

since you say i let out your 'secret' then why did you lied to me the 'secret' that you have? all you did were only to protect his dignity.so why did everyone trust him like as if his the ever nice guy ever, ya im very jealous of you, cause whatever you did,whatever you had ,him , had never been criticizes. on the other hand i get criticizes in whatever i did. you said you are jealous about me,since im pretty why should i ever care about others crap? this is the crap that you are ever thinking, you never understand my feeling cause you had never been through.
but thanks for apologizing to me, i truly appreciate that. i will learn to grow stronger than ever for all the things you have ever did, all this while you were pretending so much for my happy ending. i've got this song for you.

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Caught up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending ...
So much for my happy ending ..
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
[ http://www.rare-lyrics.com ]

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the sh*t that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be...

[Chorus]

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were doomed
[Chorus x2]

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh ohh ohhhhhh...

***
i know you are worried about my study, all your sister were pressing you as if you cant control us.im sorry for the things i have done. i will study hard for my own future not for them to see.how i wish i was kebbie cause he retake her Os too,yet nobody ever criticizes her.and hey, relationship is just having a person to rely on, is not as if i had ever forget my life because of relationship. i wont do foolish things. can i not go up on sunday anymore, i had enough of everything,i wanna led my own life not people criticizing and facing hypocrites. and i realize that because of the gossip around your sister, all the next generation had becomes hypocrites. don't believe?we shall see!

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